I Am NOT a Human
Dear Artist,
In 2017, I had a massive spiritual awakening.
The catalyst was when my beloved Aunt Shahla was diagnosed with cancer that summer. I became obsessed with the idea that each one of us will have a last breath.
I accidentally discovered the Last Breath Meditation, which I shared with you all last week. This practice of imagining my final moment on Earth gave me incredible focus and drive. It pushed me to write, take photos, and express myself fully—and my creative output exploded exponentially.
But just a few weeks later, the universe sent me another profound awakening. This one forever changed how I relate to my body, appearance, and voice; it felt like a master class in self-love. In an instant, it also connected me with my soul’s mate.
That’s what I’ll be sharing with you today.
Heads up, today’s MediClass is intense.
Since last week’s MediClass on the Last Breath Meditation, I’ve received feedback from some of you. I’ve heard it was deep, intense, and deeply appreciated. And…
Sharing these more intense parts of my journey with our community is a real edge for me. There’s always that fear—it might be too much. I might be judged for the intensity.
And maybe there’s some truth to the fear. But…
As I get older, I feel less able to hold back these most intimate and deepest parts of my heart. This story is the real truth of my journey and how I’ve arrived where I am today.
My hope is that each of you will do an honest check-in with yourself and your current capacity to engage with deeper, more intense, and potentially triggering subjects like death and last breaths.
There were many versions of myself that couldn’t have handled these subjects. So, I have deep compassion for anyone who may choose to skip this week’s MediClass or come back to it when you feel more ready.
Lastly, it’s my deepest intention to serve this community—to be of service to you and your journey. Your comments, feedback, and replies truly help me gain perspective and fuel my creativity for future MediClasses. So please, keep the conversation going. It adds so much to my day and helps me feel connected to all of you.
Good luck, Artists.
I am NOT a Human.
Hit play for today’s MediClass, featuring the story of the greatest spiritual awakening of my life:
Timestamps for your reference:
1:04 - The beauty of creative consistency / a blessing for last week’s work
6:36 - “I am not a human” & finding my soul’s mate (story)
20:12 - Wake Up Your Soul Meditation
Journal Prompt
Write a letter to your Human but from the perspective of your Soul.
Let your Soul speak with love, gratitude, and honesty. To help you get started, here are some prompts:
Dear [your Human’s name],
Thank you for…
I’m grateful for…
I’m sorry for…
I want you to know…
My promise to you is…
No matter what, I will…
No matter what, I will never again…
One of my favourite things about you is…
You are so beautiful when…
I will never forget the time you…
Feel free to let your thoughts flow and have fun with this. As you write, pay close attention to which statements move your heart the most. Those moments of deep connection are where your Soul and your human self truly meet.
Be Gentle & Take Your Time
As you move through this MediClass and the journal prompt, take time to honour the wisdom and love your Soul holds for your human self. Allow this to be a moment of deep connection and gentle reflection.
Again, I’d love to hear about your experience with today’s practice. Feel free to share what came up for you (in the comments, through Signal, or via email).
And dear Artist… please remember that every part of your journey has value. The highs, the lows—and everything in between—it all matters. You might not be able to make meaning of everything at this very moment, but with some time and space, you will.
It’s all a part of the masterpiece your soul is working on.
Big Love,
D
